Tuesday, September 18, 2007
174th post...
wow rite?
hmm.. almost everyday.. or shud i say nite..
i would think bout you.. but not just you..
think bout word uve said.. things uve done... how i shud have replied.. how i shud have reacted... well yea.. its too bad.. its the past..
perhaps im in need of someone to listen to all thats in me..
if i continue to kip everything in.. im afraid im gonna break down sooner or later.. hai.. i tried to go smooth with my family.. didnt work coz i just cudnt stand it.. my dad.. for some that knows.. the second i see him in the eyes.. i feel like spitting on him.. talking to him make me burn...
my mom.. i just can stand her preaching.. repeating my name and calling me.. some time i just cant stand it.. even my fren who came over for just 1 day.. finds her naggy.. hai..
my sis.. we ignore each other... unless in need...
for her.. im trying my best to kip myself composed...
hmm... when am i going to break down..
im writing this down here.. nt in private.. coz i wan pple to know.. if i die.. its not suicide.. like i said b4.. i got a feeling im gonna die..
=).. so.. cherish me.. lol...
hai.. back to mapling and Heroeing.. fyp.. nth much can be done till this step... i hope the 2 will be able to do something for the hardware interface.. coz i have to move soon..
tears can be for happiness
tears can be for unhappiness
sometimes
tears are just tears
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|12:51 AM|
