cathay is such a stupid place..
my donuts.. total 12 donut.. 6 for her..
6 for myself.. and i had 1.. and alls gone. cool..

lame.. =.=...

anyway.. had a crazy time my feng yi and xue ying.. they are crazy pple.. lol..

after work which is 3.. i soloed public cab to hougang..
coz company cab full cant change to hougang.. so lydat..
9$.. then waited thre for so long.. kovan hong kong cafe..
the 2 gers then come.. craps.. but was on phone with miss5%evil.. hahs.. thanks for pei-ing me.. =)..

through out the whole 'morning'.. juz listening to the 2 ger go crazy.. talking so muchhh rubbishes.. hahs.. funny la.. get to know whr fy stay.. so ULU.. watever..

12 in the afternoon then reached home.. so tired..
anyway. talked alot ba.. =).. i muz try not to be anti social and emo.. but.. emo still rox.. =D...
so woke up not long ago..

nevertheless.. i still feel i did the right thing for ebby..
im nt such a good guy anyway.. my hao nan ren reputation is gone due to my stupid decisions and thoughts and everything la.... hai..
lifes like this.. when theres an effect theres a cause..
everything has a reason..

cheers-
emo rox

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|8:50 PM|

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i love emo-ing

emo rox

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|3:07 AM|

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been having fever.. late nightss..
nth to do at home..
no whr to go..

sch sch sch..

ima work on weekday too..
i miss the old me

byes

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|11:29 PM|

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miss 5% evil.....

went east coast with her.. hahs..
the only sad thing is.. cudnt take any photo.. coz its rather late..
all those writen on the sand.. hahs.. mostly by her.. sadd..

anyway.. had lots of fun.. been chatting alot.. so unlike me.. x.x
walked alot.. thru and fro from macs to the food centre.. its a good place... coz its rather quiet at nite.. but it doesnt lack the feeling of being with pple.. lol.. duno what im saying.. it juz feels great..

my favourite sky was full of stars.. hahs... i love sky filled up with stars.. duno why... the sea breeze.. .. just sitting there.. nex to the salty and sticky sea water.. listening to raina.. chatting.. it really feels.... i wanna do it again.. lol..

i love nights.. coz its quiet.. its best with someone you can talk to... =D...

raina got lots of funny stuffs to tell.. her familys so cute.. i like her mom.. hipp.. hahs.. can go crazy together sia.. i wud like that... hmm... raina.. there are reasons for everything.. but theres something that doesnt need one.. its to be happy.. hahs.. cheers cheers.. dun cry tat much.. be strong.. =DDD

hmm.. tats all ba.. i dun really know wat to say.. but.. its all in my brain.. you can dig it out someday after i die.. =D...

porter seems sick.. off to take care of her...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|7:53 PM|

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One Man

cham oraedwetnabwa ee majocha musekhal mankum
ni nunbitman bwado nol hwonhi da anun
ni chinguchorom noye gurimja chorom

neul hamgge haetnabwa niga himdulddena sulpuldde
werowo halddedo do ibyul angoso
apahalddedo ni nunmul dakggajul

*hannamjaga isso nol nomu saranghan
hannamjaga isso saranghae maldo mothanun
ni kyote son nemilmyo ggok taulgoriye
jashinboda agginun nol kachi nega isso

norul utge hanun il machi gugotman senggakhago
onjeodisona norul barabogo nol guriwohago ni gokjongman hanun

*repeat

chonbonjjum samkigo ddo manbonjjum chusuryo bojima
malhago shippo michilgot katunde nol warak nan ango shipeunde

hanyuhjagaisso ironal morunun
sarangpadumyonso saranginjul do morunun
namankum ggok babokatun sulpun nol dugo
isungando nunmuri najiman hengbokangol
niga kyote itgi ddemuniya

It must've been a long time. Long enough for these words to become colorless.
Even if I just see your eyes, I know everything,
Like your friend, like your shadow.

We must've been together always. When you're having hard time and you are sad,
even when you're lonley. Holding onto seperation a bit longer,
Even when I'm hurting to wipe away your tears..

There's a man. Who loves you so much.
There's a man. Who can't even say I love you.
By your side I put my hand out and
at a path were you can always reach me
I, who cherishes you more than myself, am with you.

To make you laugh, I think of only that and
When and where ever you are I'm watching you and missing you.
And who worries of only you,

There's a man. Who loves you so much.
There's a man. Who can't even say I love you.
By your side I put my hand out and
at a path were you can always reach me
I, who cherishes you more than myeslf, am with you.

For the thousandth time I swallow and again for ten thousandth time I try to set

everthing straight. I want to tell you. I think I'm going to go insane but.
I want to embrace you all at one but...

There's a girl, who doesn't know I'm like this.
Who receives love but doesn't even know that it is love.
Leaving you, who is as foolish as I and sad,
At this moment tears come but I'm happy.
It's because you're by my side.

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|10:45 PM|

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i love my small and sexy ears.. lol

i realised tat the fried rice i ate.. has fish in it.. =.=

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|12:54 AM|

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WAE1zjcYhsM
One Man by Kim Jong Kook

Trying to get my hands on this song.

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|11:46 PM|

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why

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|2:04 PM|

174th post...

wow rite?
hmm.. almost everyday.. or shud i say nite..
i would think bout you.. but not just you..
think bout word uve said.. things uve done... how i shud have replied.. how i shud have reacted... well yea.. its too bad.. its the past..

perhaps im in need of someone to listen to all thats in me..
if i continue to kip everything in.. im afraid im gonna break down sooner or later.. hai.. i tried to go smooth with my family.. didnt work coz i just cudnt stand it.. my dad.. for some that knows.. the second i see him in the eyes.. i feel like spitting on him.. talking to him make me burn...
my mom.. i just can stand her preaching.. repeating my name and calling me.. some time i just cant stand it.. even my fren who came over for just 1 day.. finds her naggy.. hai..
my sis.. we ignore each other... unless in need...

for her.. im trying my best to kip myself composed...

hmm... when am i going to break down..
im writing this down here.. nt in private.. coz i wan pple to know.. if i die.. its not suicide.. like i said b4.. i got a feeling im gonna die..
=).. so.. cherish me.. lol...

hai.. back to mapling and Heroeing.. fyp.. nth much can be done till this step... i hope the 2 will be able to do something for the hardware interface.. coz i have to move soon..



tears can be for happiness
tears can be for unhappiness
sometimes
tears are just tears

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|12:51 AM|

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dont know the reason why but been emo tified -

am really really tired now, but dun feel like slping
didnt really think much but somehow i concluded something
whats done whats past
its impossible to ignore or turn it around
with every step you take you are given the power
the power to think and choose

as the going says-
with great power comes great responsibility (x.X)

make a wise decision else...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|11:10 PM|

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its 2.45 am..

cant get to sleep, but im really tired..
nice song.. listened to it repeated for quite a while already..

i want to be your One Man.

http://angelsbroughtmehere.imeem.com/music/CObdg1tF/han_namja_one_man/

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|2:45 AM|

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craps
ayumi is just so lovely rite?... so cute.. my darling.. lol
Dangyunhaji.. hope to be able to play it real life..

been ordering macs everyday.. midnight delivery...
always slping not before 8 am.. and eating lotsa junkss..
more of a burden considered to licking b&js off the spoon... money is important.. been spending crazily recently.. craps la.. and saturday also didnt go work.. duno how to go.. and also over slept.. this friday 6-1.. sure kena scolding.. crap la..

i wanna mahjong.. i wanna night cycle.. i wanna soccer..
i dunwanna fyp.. i dunwana be poor.. i dunwanna lh.. i dunwanna be no life.. i dunwanna stay home alone.. i dunwanna so many things...

as you can see... its more of dunwanna then wanna.. poor thing......
i nid a hug.. ~.~....

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|8:04 PM|

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not really a good day..
was hoping to just get a drink outside dxo..
ended up inside, the lady had spoken

first time see yi long.. lol..
hmm.. lol.. it turn out their together.. hahas... well.. ys is abit sot..

saw kleo.. on purpose blocked her way..

heng aaron was still there, so we shared cab back.. if not i solo 18.. pain

sorry kleo.. =)..

total assets left.. 25$.. bank 11$.. facing bankruptcy....
lata on, sat nite.. duno how to go work.. everyone will have eyes on me... coz i pon work friday.. hai.. if get sack.. then ma fan.. nid find job fast... anyone got perm part time.. please contact Francis@83334600. thanks

hope i slp soon..
no more barbar





zzz.. ba dian le.. shui bu zhao..
so revealed the truth last nite in bloggeh 4.. lol..
hope i can slp~~

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|3:31 AM|

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my darling... x.x

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|3:54 AM|

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nth much..

came up with a rather simple plan for hols.
morning maple.. afternoon fyp.. nite work.. midnite maple..
sunday off..

hope i can wake up early enuff for maple..

24/7 - when your gone - avril

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|10:27 PM|

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"When You're Gone"

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|8:58 PM|

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