i am so tired this days..

i feel that im such a coward.
hiding in maple.. and even have the thoughts of going back habbo.
why am i hiding away into those places again....

hai..
studies.. goner.. i dun think i can fulfill the promise
to be there together on the same day,

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|11:16 PM|

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Is there a need to lie?
I was once told, just say how you feel.

Draw sad shit as food capacity.

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|6:11 PM|

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So the problem doesnt lies with me,

i am still the same me.

Ive got no more homepage.

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|4:19 PM|

im sorry then

psp -
my lao po
myself -
just a picture
E
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L
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thanks for letting me know


im such an irritant

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|12:15 AM|

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Sorry people.
I'm not that drunk and still into girls.



old photo, put i like the me inside.

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|1:06 AM|

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totally wasted..
hai..
i wanna hug you
maybe coincidental or not
i didnt expect you to come, didnt want.
dont want you to see me this way.
but anyway, thx to all whose been there.
and whisper in ur ears
and sry for spoiling ur mood. =)
take care of urself
vomited 3 time sia// i bet i drank too much.. water not alcohol.. got a full tummy.. super uncomfortable,
tats y.
whereever i am to be, laopo. >.o

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|11:40 AM|

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i find myself rather sadistic,
reading up serial killers.

watching discovery on serial kiillers
trying to get in the mind of people, today is BTK. He is a cool man.

Bind Torture Kill.

its not easy coming up with mass murdering plan, since the discovery of DNA. Just a tiny drop of sweat, a strand of hair.
I tot of like getting a sniper rifle. Hide some whr far

Wait Aim Kill.

Clean up all traces of urself. And of coz silent the dam noisy gun if possible.. its a muz.. hmmm.. if its posible to manually edit dna it wud be even better.. muahaha.. im a sadist..

Die an icon...

hai.. today is a waste of my life again.. anyway thx..
what a week, didnt really attended sch.. fukup family as usual..

tues
pon sch wanna stay home. kena kicked out.. =.=.. from morning 10 walk around clementi, dover, jurong point alone till 1+ mit aaron go bakut teh.. didnt know his gf coming.. lol.. if not i wudnt go.. i dun wanna be so extra...
then go sch for miip

wed
pon whole day, woke up go sch for gem.. then went town.. for nth

thurs
pon also then afternnoon go sch.. all pon together went town.. waste money...

today
no comments.. =.=...

meaningless ar.. hai
missing letters

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|10:59 PM|

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Time sure pass real fast ar.
Soon will be army and out to work or maybe study oversea.
Definitely cant study in Singapore.
I am not that rich.

Thinking of the past, its really a waste of time. Hai....
回到过去
If only there was a time machine.

Good night.

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|10:22 PM|

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Should have gone to work today.

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|9:07 PM|

Someone please help me forget.
Forget everything.

Jasmine, thanks for accompanying me on the phone this few days.
Aaron, thanks for playing games with me this few days, tho its for yourself. hahs
Yuan Shan, thanks for last friday watching movie with me.

And thanks to JiaQian who remembers my birthday. >.o

Good Night.

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|1:24 AM|

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From Jehmeen "dar" de blog. LOL....





A crazy pianist, his got a retard face tho.
Maybe thats why he plays so well. Jehmeen sa he no chidlhood.
lol....

i found this.. haizz

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|10:34 PM|

I forgot what i wanted to post, but anyway.
I changed a bit of my blog template.
Only the pics to be specific.
lol

Porter cute, now adays she keeps dragging toy to me.
Want me to play with her. I just take and throw out, after she left my room to go get it, i close my door. Lol, shell juz whine outside.. x.x...

Anyway, Decided to play at least 2 hours of maple everyday, the rest watch bleach.

No time for studies.
Hahs. Exact is no mood ba. Hai..

ys says whats the use of asking teacher when you dont even know what to ask. True right. Hmmm

Off to maple then. Hahs...


the glow in your eyes
the way your lips move
you like him

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|5:47 PM|

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one of the craziest day today, dont know what happened.

Anyway, Thanks Aaron. >.o
Female shoe ar.. lol

Iiiiiiiiiiiii~~~~~~...

Anyway, i like this song from Bleach Season 1, ending theme.
Dont know the song title but it starts with.

Nobody knows who i really am, ive never felt this empty before.
And if i ever need somone to come along, Who's gona comfort me and keep me strong.

Nice, lol...

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|11:30 PM|

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Worked yesterday in the end.
I think i over exerted my vien, blue black now and it fucking hurts.

Today dont want to go work.

489 2336 25644464 46 69 639 2564.
227227-72346.25647768.266
662639 226 733 48.

New code. >.o

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|3:01 PM|

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Well, out today.
Catch Die Hard 4.

What a stubborn old bastard who just wont die. Hahs.

Not bad day, 1-2 more days for bleach to complete.
And i will be in my world.
Woots, enola~..

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|1:57 AM|

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A smart way to start fire without burning yourself.

But, like i said, I AM NOT STUPID.

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|12:21 AM|

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Stop talking about Transformer please. I hate it.

It just reminds me of that saturday night where you,
and them lied to me.
I may be blinded, but not stupid.

Its you, thats why.
Ill just pretend i dont know anything.


I thrown away a 7/8 pack of viceroy.

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|6:49 PM|

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So many things to be said, aint got the courage.
So many things to be done, aint got the time.

Been stucked up at home.
Really hate my life, dont know why.
There isnt much thing to live for.
Ive got no targets, no goals, just living as it is. Apparently, meaningless.

Sometimes i just hope that i could make some difference in something. Perhaps, in someone's life, come up with something new, just something that people might go "Hmm, nice." on. Perhaps, maybe.

What i have decided on, i dont know why, its so unbearable.
Just wish things will turn out good without me, im pulling myself away so as not to hurt anyone anymore. I should be the one leaving, i am.

Going crazy, mentally as well as physically.
I've pull my body to its limit, but i love it when my whole body scream in pain, dont know why. Im a sadist.
Mentally, ive been thinking alot, and so, i tried to block off my mind.
I dont know how to say, but ive got this psycho thingy, i can feel a person, not know a person. Anyway, ya.

Its always been for others, ive never put myself first.
Friends have been my first for quite some time, and yet. I dont have a bestie. Out of a sudden, or many sudden, i just feel so enola.

Perhaps, i am still a slave of my destiny.

I walk alone. Feel the pain.

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|6:16 AM|

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Went to get my hair cut which i have kept for half a year i think?

Heart pain. The hair gone, the money gone.
Super Uber short hair now.

When he was trimming my hair using that machine thingy, shaver i think or whatever y you would call it. I feel the chill s. Hahs.

Then something just came on my mind, we have started to trust people ever since we get our first hair cut without crying. >.o.
I remember when i was small, whenever i get a hair cut, i will drown the saloon. Hahs

Someone holding such an dangerous machinery right next to your sensitive ears, going up and down, that zzzzz sound. Wooo. I forgot when i started geting hair cut myself. Hahs.. Anyway, its not easy trusting someone, but yet, sometimes, Its just so darn easy. >.o

Flooding myself with maple again, hope to hit 70.
I tired of asking people out so i am gonna stay home ENOLA.


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