accidently delete wat i posted.. writing everything again.. =.= briefly now....

juz reached home..

did crazy thing juz now.. sent her home.. then see them off..

loitered round her estate.. then go mac then rremember wanna deposit money.. walk back to her place.. deposit then walk back to mac tat way.. all the way to bishan.. ETA: 5 AM...

reached christine place drank a can of 100+ for 1 hr then took bus home,, all the while alone..

on the way to bishan .. i really got lost.. i walked from manda place to mac then down hill then bishan park.. then i see upp thomson road.. was like omg..then juz dun care.. endure walk all the way even dunno whr im going.. was walking in a non residential place.. duno whr i am too.. juz kip walking.. till i reach a farmiliar place.. see tons of pple coz going temple.. today vesak..

then lydat lor.. juz to say.. when choosing ur way to go.. dun give up on it.. kip going.. when theres a way in// theres a way out..
but.. remember.. i kept some cash with me so in case i really got lost.. theres cab money.. =D...

and ya.. im trying to be breeezy..

COMMANDO~!

to see you like this
and nth i can do
It sucks.. really sucks..
all i can do is juz to be there
ive been thinking of ways
ways to make u smile..
but it just doesnt works..
pathetic

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|6:43 AM|

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i just feel like im such an useless guy..

pple look for me.. only when need something from me...
juz so fuk up.. i nid someone to pei me when i nid company..


sian

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|6:31 PM|

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lol.. just got back from working 13 hours.. =.=.. duno y i can work for so long.. maybe the yearning to not come home.. hahahahahahsas... im crazy... =.=


anyway.. worked grand cathay from 6pm to 7am.. behind 3 hours sit in office do nth..
round 2+ 3... called wc.. lol.. chatted.. and realise... cathay pple.. is so 38..
lol.. wth sia.. who says i like "her".. zzzz... how did u guys even get the idea???...
anyway.. anyhow.. bored.. juz bathed.. now awake liao.. yday friday to sat.. working 6- 1.. but extendedto 2. reached home 3 lydat.. then maple.. rush pq.. is so blardy de fast... im gonna ruh again every weekend ba,, only after 1+ AM.. then can rush.. lol.. im always the pq leader if im pqing.. =D... trust myself than others.. anywya.. ipqed till 7 am.. lvl up.. 52. =.=. finnaly can leech coolie.. =.=. nvm... wil be pqing..

sry to you guys.. didnt go soccer again.. =.=.. i accidently fell aslp at 7 ... sry.. x.x.. really sry.. i tried to kip myself awake.. but.. i use my com on bed.. and i feelll aslp... i wanna work out also.. wanna go soccer also de.. T.T.... lol...

anyway,,, someone ask me be 2nd user of a pure-intel priest.. lvl 108 currently.. shud i take the offer?. lol... duno lor..

enuff of maple.. i dun wanna be no life.. tok about others ba.. watch pirates like umpteen times.. lol.. izzit lydat use this word?.. nvm.. watch so many time.. still so funny. .x.x.. and i got the pirates shirt.. nt bad la.. the dragon symbol + then chinese words behind.. better then davinci.. mona lisa face infront.. zzz .. =D... anyway... i go try make myself slp....

nitess..

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|8:05 AM|

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elizabeth: it wudnt work out for us
jack: keep telling yourself that, darling
elizabeth: thank you


its alrite for me to give all i have...
but the thanks im looking for is not for wat ive done or gave..
but a thanks for juz being there... =D

tired sia.. shud i work on vesak day?.. .zz..
foo told me to eat b&j.. lol.. i think it helps in getting fatter and nearer to bankruptcy.. lol.. x.x

maple~..

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|2:26 AM|

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my mind's set..
cleared.. =)..

i know wat to do.. wat to want...
for now is to clear my poly.. get my diploma.. clear my NS..
foo is right.. i shud move on.. but i wun give up.. =)..

i dare say it out becoz im putting it on hold...
jus wan u to know it will not change.. =)
i wun harass you or disturb u with my rubbish anymore
or any of my stupid talking.. dun do anything on purpose..
i will focus on my studies i tell myself.. and i nid tuition.. =D..

fyp is a major thing ask time flies fast..
my car license.. i wan it fast.. so at least b4 nov i can get a car.. to fulfil the promise to drive u to the place.. =)..
wun be online often .. out jogging at nite/midnight.. =D



ILU


all im trying to say is for u to not do anything on purpose for me to see

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|10:27 PM|

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drink drunk drank//

shudnt have drink so fast.. slept too early..
hope everyone had fun//




you look so blurry
so cute. o.o
want to comb my hand thru ur hair
take care of you

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|11:52 AM|

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dreamt of a&a again.. =.=..

anyway.. cudnt get to slp everynight.. tho im dam tired..
my eyes are shutting.. but my minds going crazy.. think alot of rubbishes.. lol
too high at nite.. lol.. then go sch slp.. today pon whole day.. go gem only. =.=

and FYP didnt get to touch the stupid dam thing.. fuck lor.. hai..
fail fyp repeat 1 year.. defer NS.. get fucked in the ass.. =.=
sry for my vulgarities.. lol...

got to settle the bbq stufffs by friday and prepare on saturday for sunday's bbq.
as it goes.. too many stuffs too little time.. dam..
made up my mind on some stuffs.. even tho it looks impossible.. but just go smooth with everything tats coming.. =).. i hope so.. im sometimes too emo.. x.x ..

listening to a few songs.. especially disenchanted and falling star.. heard disenchanted from samantha's blog.. nice.. and falling star.. is perfect.. from sipdeyman 3 soundtrack.. listening to it every time i close spider man... hahs.. signal fire not bad too... lata go watch all final destination.. lol. got 1 - 3 thx to edwin.. maybe i might drop dead and slp..

downloading inside man.. 28 weeks and blade of glory now..
i wan watch blades of glory with u leh.. still no reply about it..
any nice movie to recommened?.. might catch it in cathay or download lor..

i wan a movie marathon during my 2 weeks break in 8-24 june.. wahahas.. hapi~~~... i hope to catch 4 movies in a day or more.. T.T.... broke...

maple.. hope someone play with me.. i got mich dar and jie min and a thk.. lol.. they can play but slow.. we got diff playign time also.. im late.. their early.. lol.. dam.... hope to get at least a blardy shining ray.. =.=..... im PURE INTEL!~

ok then.. i hope tats alll... nites pple...

now is to go after..
after NS is to have..
Hope So..

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|2:41 AM|

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tired sia.. been playing psp whole day.. hai

anyway.. last night dreamt of a&a again.. lol
its the 3rd consecutive night.. i dreamt of her.. lol... wat the hack..

wat eva the case.. im going off to work in abut 1.5hr .. sian la..
for the sake of money.. and ya!.. i m calling zouk now!..nearly forgot.. x.x

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|5:33 PM|

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i want a new blog template..

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|1:14 AM|

today first time wear the sweater she gave to me..
its been in my closet for soon.. half a year i guess... hai

nvm..

up with a time table for myself.. hoping tat i will kip to it..
main problem is.. i dun have any slot for studying.. =.=...
been long since i skate.. dam it.. i dun wanna waste money..
buy then no use.. lol.. anyone wanna go skating.. find me..
will be very bz during weekends for coming few months or weeks..
tats wat i planed to do anyway.. so hope u guys can see the diff..
hahahs.. x.x .. anyway...

booked the dam chalet. its blardy $240.. =.= ... i think my bank left few notes only.. =.=.. working my butt off.. sad.. i wanna win lottery.. and be a milionaire over night.. lol.. daydreaming..

just hope i can kip to my timetable.. and i so blardy wan the puma shoe i saw at marina square. duno how much it is... anyone whos rich buy me tat.. LOL>>> =.=..... so any o how.. any one stay near je.. and doesnt slp at nite.. look for me.. join me in my timetable~~ .. LOL.....

offs...

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|12:00 AM|

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i duno wat to do.. be it my fault for telling the truth..
i didnt know u would still care .. it doesnt matter anymore i guess..


if this goes on.. might as well take gem nex sem..

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|10:34 AM|

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lame. something wrong with my computer.. =.=..

i warn everyone.. plz do not go www.fridae.com

everytime my sis use my computer to go that freaking website.. my com juz go haywire.. WTF.. =.=.. its a fucking stupid web for gays and lesbians tat blardy gives viruses.. =.=.. so plz do not go..

anyway.. i have this urge to say things clear.. but i am too cowardly to do so.. hai.. suan le la.. its all my fault.. back to my old loner self..

chionging work this 2 months.. dun go out too often.. everweekend fri sat sun.. 8 - 3.. deadmeat soon.. didnt slp from work.. now then can blog.. coz juz now cant.. i go virus scan and delete some shit. then can liao.. =.=... hai.. shall be slping in lectures.. hpoe to get there early and get a good seat... hai...

when can i really get someone to stay by my side.. lame sia..

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|5:43 AM|

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went to kleos yday.. saw her harani..
it was like omg.. so big.. like double of porter..
if wanna take a look at the pics.. go my frenter which is in the links.. hahs.. omg.. dam big.. lol..

anyway.. working today.. 8 to 3.. crazy.. =.=.. nvm..

tuesday is comin.. i dont know what to do.. hai..

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|1:11 PM|

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lol.. lame.. anyway.. i scored 2 goal lsat sunday.. happy..

this is not emo post.. happy?..

went out with THE happy three friends.. wat a torture.. x.x
hahas.. juz kiding yea.. k box, mahjong and movie anytime ok?.. lol

byes....

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|10:59 PM|

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