was been demanded to post this.. lol... so this is by christine~~... =)

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|9:58 PM|

uploaded a few and posted this 2 sketches drawn in 04.. lol..
all incomplete.. the one on top.. is no mouth..
the first one below.. is no eyes.. but asked kleo to draw.. she drew a few lines.. lol.. sry for the dirty file.. its 4 years old..

nth better to do.. cant slp.. hais...

second one was done by kleo~..








as long as your happy..

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|1:36 AM|

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起初
我决定全力追求你
但当我的疑惑和怀疑
变成了定居
我要shi zhe放下退后
说声我等你

说好的三年的今天
我们回手牵手
踏着红地毯
让你变成世上
最幸福的新娘

我可以做你的奴隶
只愿能每天见到
你一丝的微笑

我答应不会让你心碎
应为我想要得是
让你开心
as long as your happy

这童话听起来
完美
但只不过是童话
梦境

醒来后你不属于我
你说你不想恋爱
但被爱是幸福
所以这幸福我愿意给

我可以做你的奴隶
只愿能每天见到
你一丝的微笑

我答应不会让你心碎
应为我想要得是
让你开心
as long as your happy
do what i best did.. waiting..


wahahas... work is boring.. so im a partime lyricist.. o.o

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|11:41 PM|

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haiss.. so sian..perhaps.. i cant slp tonite again..

tml got basic theory lesson .. and final theory test.. hope can pass ba.. trying to slp.. vodka + cig.. sry for brekaing my promise..

all i can say is.. im always here.. as long as everyone's happy.. =)... hang on there babe. nites..


3 long years...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|11:37 PM|

wow.. juz now went to see ann's blog.. and go see the links.. found my name.. and found one very old dusty blog.. omg..

inhabit... so long liao.. omg.. i completely forgot it.. hahs..

the last post was.. december 15.. 2004.. kool rite?.. hahs..
its in my one of my link now.. both my old blog is there... updated my list too.. so.. now go driving le.. byebye..

baby.. i miss you..

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|6:17 PM|

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well.. this is wat my computer have been doing whole day.. and wat ive been looking at whole day.. .... enola..

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|9:54 PM|

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ive tried my best but u didnt noe
its nvr been easy for me
why wun u see that
i dont know why i been doing this to myself
hurting myself for reasons thats nvr there

the book looks to be perfect
the pages and words are torn
chapters of burning pain
scorched in the story of my life

printed on the books aint juz words
its tears and blood u will nvr see
and this
is the story..

ive been missing you
missing you now and then
for each time i wrote
i miss you even more
for each letter i wrote
i spell your name in my heart

why wun u see...

ive tried..
you'll see juz hhow much i did
you'll see how much u mean to me
if u see the true colours of the book
you will finally understand me..
and u will know

ive been missing you
missing you now and then
for each time i wrote
i miss you even more
for each letter i wrote
i spell your name in my heart

why wun u see
for juz once.. read this book of mine..

juz tot of this stupid lyrics.. no meaning to anything or anyone.. im totally off the idea of loving. hahs.. juz being emo.. so anyway.. wat shud it be titled?...

MOS thurs got shodown.. wtf.. always thurs.. sad....
k then.. saturday.. anyone.. 83334600... off to driving..

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|8:09 PM|

75th post// caught up le.. anyway..

parents going oversea in 3 days with sister.. i will be alone in singapore.. for 6 days.. shiok ba.. 6 days 1 pack.. been stressing alot lately.. duno why. what have i donw wrong/.. haiss..


3 days parent going oversea.. 3 month moving house.. 3 years out of NS.. only 1 person to handle all this.. so.. please buy 4d.. 3331... =.=.. juz now buy 4d.. 6119 and 9116... juz realise shud buy eye bag.. lydat $12 .. hai.. waste money..

anyone free during the coming sat or sun?.. pei me go drinking or juz over night some place fun.. =)... overnght at my place also can.. no one wil be home~ .. how bout K-ing at my house??.. lol... nvm then.. hais.. bye....

wanted to fulfill my promise.. biut i noe i cant..
thats why i didnt go...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|2:04 PM|

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after a long decision... monk i shall be.. for now ... x.x

whole new chapter starts after NS.. i hope.. NS is such a big deal thing ok~.. 2 long years ok... so for now.. who ever wan go out.. plz find me.. lol.. pleasdo.. x.x.. anyway.. tml i got leave.. WOOTS... reason is coz i nid to go apply for PDL.. which is weekday 8-5.. sat 8-12.. my working hour.. lol.... so nid take leave.. woot... x.x ... then dunno tml do wat whole day.. =.=... nite got lesson again.. but short one la... today juz passed stage 1.05.. so slow.. omg..

$68 .05 only.. 1 hr 40 minute learn 1 .05 only.. sad sia
.. the instructor say i drive too much at arcade.. lol.. lala... 4 more months till birthday.. hope i get license ba... and angelia..!.. jia you on ur test on may too.. hahs.. still long...

hmm.. any the way.. i lose money at mah jong at amandas .. and once again.. zha hu again.. lame.. that place is cursed!..

at amandas.. waiting for yuan to be back.. aaron and amanda went for a short nap.. . i off the lights.. then listen song.. think alot of stuffs... hais.. then yuan back.. play mah jong.. i feed everyone.. i only loser.. =.=.. total lost for yday is.. $50.. sian la.. inclusive of cab fare.. =D... no more mahjong .. hahs..

so now.. nth to do.. then go see online got wat car cheap and choi.. hahs.. BMW.. MAZDA.. MERC SUX.. chevrolet.. maybe nice.. hmm.. money ar money.. aaron say beetle nice.. lol.. wait long long.. lala.. nth to say le.. bye.. =.=.. sry guys.. yday attitude.. =)

in the dark where no one can see..
my cheeks are wet...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|9:02 PM|

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dam shit..

have been eating alot lately.. duno why.. mouth kip itchy.. stresss... lol.... 3 more weeks and its the end of itp.. i really hope after good friday no nid go back to work... sian..

i wanna slp early everyday.. coz almost everyday going to have driving lesson.. 940 to 1050.. =.= ... dun wan watch one piece le... hope i can slp early!....

very long haven skate liao.. =.=.. like waste money buy.. this sat i wan go skating.. no one go with me.. lol... sad sia.. and i wan watch stomp the yard .... most importantly.. spiderman 3.. and even more important.. lol... its HILLS HAVE EYES TWO!... so many movies.. still long to come.. cant wait sia...

sch.. plz reopen fast.. im dieing to go sch.. dieing to slack in sch... dieing to die in my dead GEM LESSON.. =.=.... sian la... lala... im crazy liao.. is there someone to stop me?.. lol

3 years is the time i have..
after ns...
who will wait for me...

WOOTS!!!!

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|6:50 PM|

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a song i wrote for you.. u noe who u are liao.. so. i feel im rather stupid.. =.=...

When your away..

Cruising the stars
feeling the breeze
we spent most of our
life together at risk
you leave me waiting for you
a second, a minute , an hour too long
ive had it.. **** that
i need a break form your mistake.

if you want me, come to me
stop making me wait for your tlc
hours of chat doesnt change the fact
hours apart thats correct..

your 1 and 2 juzt aint me
3 might juz be...
frens and games together youve changed
how could this love stay awake..
ive had it.. **** that
i need a break from your mistake..
i dun nneed you anymore..



i dun wan mahjong again.. waste of my hours.. anyone saturday wan ton at east coast?.. or anywhr outside?... please contact me 83334600.. anyone..

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|12:05 AM|

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hsifles gnieb mi.. erac nud i .. flesym ro u truh thgim i .. onud i .. wohemos .. enola u evael tsuj lliw i tat os .. em etah uoy ekam ot yrt ot detnaw i .. niaga gnihtyna urht gniog ton flesym ekam ot .. dedis eno sti fileb i .. tcerroc ton sti eon i tub uoy ekil i

Sorry..

if u can read my nick u can read wat i was typing.. hahs.. =)
nites.. i hate itp.. tat old hag love to talk beside my ear.. =.=.. i read blog during itp.. so if ur one of my colleague.. please do not tell her.. thx.. =)..


Falling for you..

I can't say whats on my mind
I'm lost in everything
Don't wanna make the same mistakes
I guess I am afraid

I don't wanna hurt you
I just wanna see us through

I think I like you
but I'm not sure
I want to tell you
But I don't know anymore

I know you've tried, so hard
To make me feel alright
Maybe, its just me
Oh its just me

I don't wanna hurt you
I just wanna see us through

I think I like you
But I'm not sure
I want to tell you
but I don't know anymore

I know this is hard for you
But i hope you'll understand
Its not easy for me too
It's a question of when

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|12:22 AM|

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yoyo 70th post for this blog.. catching up to the old blog of 75 post.. hahsas..

finally passed my Final theory evaluation after 6 tries... still got final theory test... so wat the hack.. study.. going for practical nex friday nite.. 940... =.=... so.. wat the hack... muz chiong.. b4 birthday get a car.. then can drive pple around.. b4 going NS... still thinking of wehther to sign on.. if fail.. pay back leeh...

as for itp now...... im getting the tireness from itp only recently.. cant wake up on time coz always slp late.. juz cant slp.. lol... bang myself on walll... anyway... im so sian.. my itp really sux.. tml i ask for going site.. i dun wna stay in the stupid office to waste my life... =)... i wan do more things so i wun fall aslp... and i wan do manual work.. so can fit and slp better... thx to all.. or maybe 1 who cares bout me.. hahas.. been thinking bout u.. so wat the hack.. hahsa.. pretend dunno anything.. lala.. lol... nvm..

aaron ar aaron.. stop gambling b4 u lose ur whole family.. gambling really is no good.. i play for fun of it.. but im gonna go broke le.. so stop gambling even tho i wining.. hahas... i so wanna go qeue for donut again... .i ate 3 types only.. or maybe 6... the orange .. kaya.. double choc.. and peanut dark.. apple cinnamon and spicy cheeese... i wan strawberry heart.. i bot 8 didnt have a chance to eat at all.. T.T... itchy mouth.... i also wana try the others.. !!! hahs.. 2 hrs.. someone ask me buy for her also... maybe somehow some day i might juz make a trip down ba... and i didnt forget my list yet... =)..

ok.. i wan go offf to slp.. good lucks to everyone on the future studies.. future relationship.. future everything... especially my license and my dream of doing nth... stay in office nth to do kiao ka.. yo lan pa.. lol.. tats wat my dad say bout officers in NS.. i might juz sign on ... hahas.. lame.. so... good luck to all esp esp esp especially to "fw".... nitesss...

i shud have kip it to myself..
seems like the situation looks awkward....

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|1:19 AM|

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GANINA BU CCB.. FUCCK LA... CB.,... SI BEI DULAN.. FUCK U ALL>> FUCK THE WHOLE WHOLE.. FUCK THE CB FUCKING GANINA LA..

SI BEI DULAN...

Fragments Of Memories

Been walking alone this few eyars
ive forgotten how to love anymore
i can no longer trust anyone
my hearts been shatterd

whats left of me just fragments of memories.. =)
the day becomes a torture i cant endure
the night is so frightening quiet .. where are you

in a corner i stare thru the past tat i wish to forget
Spread your wings of hope upon me
i need your love
dun leave me here....

write this today.. previous one was written last nite.. .. fragments of memories.. got no speciall meaning.. =).. using the tune of Tsubasa Reservior Chronicles - Sakura - you are my love.

SI BEI DULAN...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|10:22 PM|

sunday.. mah jonged whole day since noon at amandas..

morning went donut fact to queue for donuts.. bot 12 for my family.. 12 for amandas.. extra 5 from yh.. also to amandas... =).. hope u eat them as breakfast..and stop skipping meal.. =)..

didnt lose much la. $2?.. in overall.. but the cab kills me.. toook midnight charge with aaron.. $14... everytime go mah jong sure is lose money.. to cab.. but was happy to..

satruday.. after work rushed to cine on CAB AGAIN.. then watch 300 digital at 225 pm.. after 300.. watch music and lyrics at er.. 505pm.. was a nice movie.. hahs.. we didnt really tok much but.. was fun.. everyone noes i talk very little.. =)... so its kinda wu liao to go walk walk with me.... forgot to kip the tix stubs.. so dun cares.. i wan to break my record.. and watch 4 movie at a go.. marathon.. hahs... .


hais.. saturday nite.. was intending to slp early.. but its my ex birthday.. so i decided to be the last to sms her to wish her.. i endured to 1158 and i sms her.. her reply was...

" Thanks.. N u r... "

i was so stunned.. so unbelievable.. im totally affected by this.. i duno why am i still ... but... cudnt slp.. so had a conf till 3.. till i cant make it.. hais.. now after mahjong.. as tired as i can be.. i still cant slp.. still thinking bout the sms.. i tot i cud talk to my "future wife" bout it.. and like at least relax abit.. but she also got her problems.. hahs.. . hais.. life sux man.. anyway.. juz relax and chill... time really heals everything.. really... if u nid someone.. im always here... =)...


Will you be there.

ive been looking at you.
longing to see you smile again.
the smile tats so sweet, i wanna taste thru all of it..

willl you be there...
to smile when i need it...
will you be there...
if i told u i need u...

with my rubbish i wish to brighten up ur day..
to see you without a smile.. my heart really breaks..
i tried my best with my silly stuffs.. juz to see you smile again.
i walk by ur side thinking to myself.. wat shud i do nex.. wat shud i now..
juz when i turn & see ur smile.. my mind wud juz go wow...

hey babe.. u asked..
the picture is clear.. i juz nid u here...





lalala.. lames.. k byebye.. ==.=

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|1:25 AM|

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sian... bored.. wu liaos...

nvr go tertiary fling.. heart painn sia... nvm.. nex time go tertiary fling 6th edition.. lol..

duno wat to post.. but i wanna post.. lol... yday wanted to post.. but now i forgot wat i wwanted to post.. so i not goin to post wat i wanted to post.. so forget bout me post wat i wanted to post for yday's post.. o.O..

kk.. rather lam.. today very happy.. or 8 march.. even tho no go MOS.. lol.. x.x ... o shit.. forgot to make her promise.. lol.. . i once said who ever willing to wait for me till im out of NS.. will be my wife.. =D... and this ger says.. she will be married to me if i were to be single and CLEAN.. when im out and also her to be single.. lol... o well.. 3 years time... i will remember this.. tat ger.. say for fun one.. muz be... =).. but still happy. =)...

anyway any way.. been falling lots of time recently.. coz im skating again.. =).. my ass hurts.. hahsa.. this sunday.. hope will be happier.. hahahas.. skate at amanda place.. lol.. skate around her house? lata her mom scream like mine.. marble floor only ma.. who ask u go make then complain so much. SO EXPENSIVE SOMEMOER.. STUPID.. x.x.. i mean my mom.... auntie not u.. LOL... x.X.... mah jong again ba.. we play 2 round enuff le ba.. lol.. play bigger money lor.. coz we are all WORKING ADULTS... NOT FREE... .lol... sunday sunday.. cant wait for it to come.. MOUTH ITCHY.... anyway anyway

gratz to andrea.. good luck on ur new found relationship.. jia you wor.. all the besties best to you 2... from ur Jr. God.. hahas..

hahas.. anyway.. I WAN A WIFE!!.. maybe not?... duno.. maybe i shud be a MONK.... yupps ... mayb ba .. ha ha .. =X..


nites pple.. love me please.. lol....

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|12:58 AM|

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=).. today is a very bad day//

6/3/7 as predicted by notradumus..

2 earth quake.. tat shook singapore.. 1120 and 1350.. it was from sumatra.. imagine it.. my whole office table shook.. the chair too...

i got home.. sat down.. baths.. heat up the food for parents.. watch tv.. then BOOOM... folowed by screeeching sound.. look up.. someone got knocked down.. the whole car.. dented.. i was like.. nt again.. this area so many accident.. fence going up soon.. anyway it doesnt matters.. god bless him.. after he got knock down.. thunder raor across the sky.. the rain started to pour.. dam heavily.... wanted to get an umbrella out.. but.. theres already over 10+... so i go also stand behind... hai.. as i lsaid b4..

lifes precious.. do wat eva u wan.. be happy.. u will nvr noe whens ur turn... anyway... the boys still moving when the ambulance came and took him away.. good luck to him... so.. ur life.. ur decision.. go for it.. dun regret..

so im teling u guys.. who ever u wan.. go for it.. what ever u wan... go for it.. which ever u one.. go for it.. =)..

good luck to everyone... and i got my skate... still need practising... dam it.... =)

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|6:27 PM|

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nth better to do.. made a list for myself..

have to get licence b4 july. my birthday..
have to get blade before march 8...
get back my blading skills b4 march 8.. coz i will be skating to work.. everyday..
everyday do at least 20 minutes of sit ups..
eat lesser...
spent lesser...
relax my mind...
slp more...
wake early...
slp early...
forget bout her...
my life to revolve bout me and my frens only...
to ask for forgiveness from those tat i have hurt...
to bring happiness to all of my frens...
to die in peace...
*to have six or eight packs after NS.. xD*

a simple list for now.. definitely going to change it... see when lor..

emoing.. love.. wat truly is love?.. someone asked me today.. to me its yearning to be with someone.. tats y love can be so easily come and go... or rather.. its nt love?... i use to nt say the word.. but now.. its like .. who ever i see.. i say.. seems like it is not as pwoerful as it was to me b4.. love.. love..love.. =.=

wateva the case.. been hurt.. and hurt someon b4... no trust left liao.. it took me bout 2years or lesser to fall for someone.. this time rround.. im nt sure.. =)... this is all plain bullshit.. always think too much.. hope today i can slp by 1.. =)...

and monday hope they dont ask for mc from me.. coz i dun have... itp really is killing me.. hai.. wat a messed up life.. nites...

and ya.. good luck to amanda for her future studies.. jia you..

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|10:40 PM|

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no matter how tired i am.. i cant fall aslp.. its 130 now.. so super sick and tired.. yday slept at 300.. was trying to kip myself awake at work today.. went home earlier coz nt feeling well.. my bags are still in the office.. =.=

i hope i wud fall sick.. seriously sick.. then go hosppital slp.. then pple come seee me.. i no nid go find pple..

watching spidey 2 now. hai.. im so emo again.. my blog going to be rather drama now on... duno wat happened. from spidey man..

"you told me you love me"
"has it changed?.. why cant we start it all over again?"

i dunno wats wrong with me.. but.. with great powers come gret responsibility.. ive given up on my life.. nites.. good luck to everyone.. wishes everyone happy happy.. =)

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|1:24 AM|

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