have been going crazy recently..

i noe i juz nid company.. but.. that niding feels so fuk up.. i duno why.. but i juz so wanna tok to u.. msn or sms.. anything.. or in reall... juz to see u smile.. juz to see.. no tok imalso satisfied.. dunno whether this is liking or still i juz nid company.. dunno why...

anyway.. really gone crazy this few days.. so wann go club again.. and go crazy.. get drunk.. smoke more.. im really crazy.. is this how ppe escape?.. im nt rich enuff to go escape play.. go i go club.. lool... lame.. =.=....

so wateva the case.. i juz kip thinking of you.. u noe who la.. i wanna love you.. lol... hope it doesnt affect our frendship.. =)..

aiya.. im really siao liao... im in nid of love!! someone love me.. give me hugs.. give me kisses.. give me ur everything.. nothing on bed plz... lol... im pure breed gentlemen... =D.. sow at eva.. im missing you now.. duno why......

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|11:05 PM|

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juz got home from dbl o..

cabfare was cheap.. cud have taken alone.. =.=

anyway.. sry to leave early.. i dun wan to.. =)

on the way home..

i realised something..

.niaga elims ouy ees dna kcab nrut ot tnaw os tsuj I.

easy to decipher.. =)..

cant slp again.. anyway.. nites..

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|3:12 AM|

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they say to love u was the mistake of my life...

but to me.. it was the reason why..

anyway.. its the past for all i care.. =)

today.. been toking lots of rubbish... clear up my tots.. and didnt fall aslp while working.. happy... can chat on msn. but with aaron.. and so.. was smsing amanda.. lol... to say the truth.. im juz be jiao xi huan toking to u la.. dunno if its really like u or not.. i dun think so... juz like u say.. u were sure u wanted company... i haven sure yet.. lol.... lalalass..

so.. wateva it is.. its always a guys pleasure to make a lady smile?.. =D... you guys know why?.....

COZ....
IM A PURE BREED GENTLEMEN... =D......


My new specs... Red de... purple will be updated nex week... hahas... xP

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|7:49 PM|

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hmm long no update.. =D...

this time new year.. had lots of fun.. juz now gamble at home.. won 20++... first time home can gamble... =D.. then saw my 2 cuz also.. change alot.. i guess.. hmm.. lucky this year.. =D..

i hope it carries on..

all i wanna post is.. thx to.. andrea.. bendan god.. and amanda.. blurger who doesnt like me calling her blur.. .. lol.. i have sorted out lots of things.. to both of them.. i really thx u two.. a treat any time.. =D.... hmm.. and to you.. i realised.. untill now.. even after a relationship.. u still affect me very much... all i nided was an answer. but u cudnt nvr provide.. i juz wanna noe the truth... no matter wat it is... i juz wan to have peace in my heart.. and my mind..

andrea talk alot of sense into me.. and her advice.. is wat i have chosen.. amanda... ur advice.. no good sia.. bad for health.. if u noe wat i mean.. lol..

so anyway.. im still waiting for you to give me a reply... how long will it take?.. i duno... so as for now.. i hope.. we stand on a clear line of fren.. i realy hope to forget bout our past if the answer is nt wat i wanted.. =).. nites all..

happy new year.. and happy gambling..

thx andrea thx amanda~~....lol...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|2:41 AM|

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你性感 跟美妙 我全都 感受到
让我的心跳 快跳出来了
就是现在牵我手 然后跟我走
不要管别人是否看到

是我只是一个 只是一个人
Try To Make It Home Just For Me
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔

If You Feel It In Your Heart And You Understand Me


Updates*

Translation For Ammanda:

I can feel all your beauty and sex appeal.
It makes my heart skip.
Its now.
Hold my hands.
Walk with me.
Without the hindrance of stares around us.

I am but only a human.
Try To Make It Home Just For Me.
Quietly beside me, fulfillng my most wanted warmth with no conditions.

If You Feel It In Your Heart And You Understand Me.

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|9:42 PM|

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ITP.. FUCKIGN SHIT.. TOTAL OWNAGE... COMPLETELY FUKED!!! ... 6 DAY A WEEK.. WTF... WTF WTF WTF WTF.. SSSIIIIXXX... S . I . X ......
dun wan say anymore liao.. =.=.. wan more .. tok to me..

add. photo's from tat nite..





now my wall paper... lol..

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|6:21 PM|

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i duno why.. but.. i juz feel so lonely.. . dunno why leh..

was playing maple/dota whole day no life = no lifes.. lata 9 got soccer.. gg liao lor.. hope i can wake up.. anyway.. been thinking bout lots recently.. thinkin bout pple.. thinking bout myself.. toked to someone duno when la.. and i relized.. im really a flirt.. a big ass flirt... i dunno why but.. its not like.. im being flirtish.. i dunno why i do this too.. i seeks attention ba.. o.o...

lame.. hais.. actually.. from wat i noe of myself.. i nid someone.. a companion.. nt as in gf.. or wat.. juz someone i can tok to.. someone.. who can tok to me.. we do things the way we wan.. have fun together.. like the world is only left with us 2.. lol.. so lame.. seems so impossible...w00t w00t... so lames... anyone willing to give up or change something for me?... hard to find sia.. i have given up too many things and too much of myself for pple. im losing myself.. rreally if gg sia... now think back bout friday.. go MOS tat time.. that incident la..

the ger kena touch.. and she slap the guy.. and BROKED his specs.. the guy not happy.. slap her and punched her back.. rite infront of me.. dam it... i shud have helped her hor.. =.=... at least give a punch on his face.. =.=.. lame.. been thinking bout tat untill now.. lames.... =.= LAME.... i think i go koon le~~...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|3:18 AM|

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juz got home from MOS.. o.o..

=D... thx aaron for cab.. lols.. i think i lost a $50 in there... wtf.. as in really lost it.. nt amanda took tat one.. lame shit.. lol...
anyway.. dun care liao.. had fun there... very on to dance more de.. but.. the rest.. lols.. nvms.. fun~... now also nt tired... duno why... lame lame lame... watch a few show juz now.. fighting show.. hahas... hais... sian.. nvr touch any gers.. sad... sad.. sad..... sad la... nex time i will improve!!.. lols..

wat eva that amanda introed... no kick.. =.=.. nt drunk at all leh.. even with the shot.. wtf?... no kick.. =x... o ya.... decided to highlight my hair.. now is reddish..copper?... lols... shiok.... lame.. xD..... today broke prommise again.. took a few puff... sianzz.... when dancing feel so good.. juz dance all i wan.. lols... dun care wat i look like.. =P.... then kena taken photo .. duno will put online or not.. www.whosgoing.sg ... lame... so wateva.. now got NTH TO DO..... cant slp leh... =.=... still high.....

CLUB MORE PLEASE!!!... T.T.... totally broke........ have to work ITP and Cathay... omgomgomgomg.. WENSU!!.. WHERE ARE YOU?...... PEPPER!!.. and AMANDA FOO... where are the 2 of u?!!!.... amagod.... amagod.. sianzz.......

hmm.. to miss andrea.. ssry but.. i like no feeling to go out liaos... kip pushing back.. maybe this is destined... so.. i think we wun be watching movie or go out together ba.. this is wat u call.. you yuan wu fen.. lol... but kip the smses coming~~.. thx....

nth to say liao.. byes...

update*...










my pics so big.. so copied the whole source from amanda.. LOL....

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|4:32 AM|

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my parent juz woke up.. shh... lol..

hmm well well.. finish all my papers.. no more exam.. then.. nex week ITP.. lame shit.. my LO no call me or inform me bout anythnig.. wtf sia.. hope no nid to prepare anything or else.. = GG... lata going dye hair.. wat colour good leh?... forgot ask angelia b4 she go offline.. she many comments one.. lol.. hmm hm.. i wan white.. lol.. x.x..

so lames.. today my maths.. cant 100% confirm pass.. but got confident MIGHT pass... went to play dota after waking up 10+.... then played maple.. hunt the stupid rose... hahs..

hmmm hmm... car car so expensive.. sian lor.. anyway got 2 pple i promise to give them a ride once i got carcar... hahs... sianz... bored.. lata nite go MOS.. hope got good scenery ba... lols....go slp liao.. if not late dye hair.. hahsh...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|4:05 AM|

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whole day was sitting at my living room fa dai.. waitting for my room to finish painting.. .. cant study.. just purely.. fa dai....

=.=...

so i think tml then study for mct.. which is tested tml also.. =.=

this is how my new room looks like.. basically.. its my computer.. my room dam small... ..........



my door's backside... o.o...


well well.. tats all.. o.o..

o ya.. the walls are greyish... nt green...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|10:04 PM|

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pissed..

anyway thx edwin and yuan accompany.. so sua....

=.=..

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|8:44 PM|

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recently .. editing the blog minorly.. if there is such a word.. =D.. purples my fave cooolour.. =DD... wan to change the pic at top.. x.x.. i wan more purplish de.. lols.. lame shit.. . LAME...

hmm.. realize many pple around em in same situaation.. lonelines killing us slowly.. prefer to be single .. yet.. feels lonely all the time.. frens are the most important !!!... lol... shud open a blog... forthebrokenhearted.blogspot.com... lols.. i wan partnership in this.. coz i alone.. sure no use one.. LOL.. idea leh... someone join leh.. x.x... nid someone good in html or blogging shit de.. =x... .. =DD.....

im BORED!.. DEAD BORED.... haiss ... sianzz... saturday no place to go.. friday whole day slping... tired from exams and late nite slps... watshcing CARDCAPTOR SAKURA!.... lols... nice.. sweet.. cute... i love japss anime.. =DD... Yearning to get ONE PIECE... its certainly rocks!! hmm.. have been thinking of someone recently.. dunno y.. but she left a deep impression on me.. =D.. well.. i miss lots of pple coz i got nth to do.. T.T.. . sad la.. someone plz find me go out.. AND.. WHY THE BBDC NO NITE CLASS... WTFFFFFFFFFF.......... T.T... i wan a car car to drive around.. it seems like a car is a muz now adays.. but y is it so expensive?!?!?!... i o invent a car.. environmentally friendly.. cheap.. and wun kill anyone.. lol.. then im goona be rich.. LOL... x.x .. by then.. i suppos im dead.. kk k kk k k...

end it here ba.. dotaing~~.. . nitess

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|7:53 PM|

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