Monday, January 29, 2007
please.. someone help me... im fuking angry.. and fuking sad rit now.. i duno wat to do.. wats with this stupid life... all i can do now is hide in my room.. dun care bout anything.. likei always do.. tats y computer is my life my only true fren.. hai... i noe.. so no life rite?... who can pei me go out tonite?... tonite.. anyone.. please.....
i so much wan to give up.. i give up very easily one.. there is always somethime tat i wanna give up everything.. and juz end it.. u call it depression.. i dun give a dam.. but .. there are so many beautiful things aroun me.. tats all tats kiping me going.. nt my family .. or anything... i have no goals in life and no meaning to stay alive.. but u helped me.. my goal now is to get my license asap.. and fulfill a promise.. theres nth left for me to do.. .. someone.. tonight plz.....
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|3:51 PM|
hai.. so stressed.. dam sian la.. for the pass few days.. been doing also nth... juz wasting my time... yday do closing.. all so messed up.. my first closing and so many problems.. the stupid concess... EXCEPT Mrs Andrea.. lols.. the concess pple all forget to give order.. =.=... got one guy came down askf or nachos.. i immediately jump in and took out the nacho chesse in the fridge.. its still slightly wwarm... so can use.. but i cant find nachos.. lols...
then wait there.. inside do nothning... kip looking for the ladle.. i think tats wat u call it.. lol... x.x. .... then scoops the cheese.. give many many to him.. then got the ladle to wash.. i lazy.. then andrea CLIMB in to help me wash.. hahs.. then i go deliver the combo le lor... xie xie ni andrea.. T.T... she saved my live... then after tat.. ANOTHER customer got problem.. lose her stuffs.. he say its a bag with a bag.. i tot big big.. so i go the hall check under sits only la.. then i go back to her say cannoot find.. =.=... then she say in details.. so i go up.. SEARCH THOUGH THE GARBAGE BAG FOR HER!!!!!... i dunno why i work so hard.. =.=.. in the end its not in the garbage bag.. its in between the chair and the customer found it herself.. LAME... =.=...
then lydat lor.. and when all the halls close liao hor.. i saw a guy holding on receipt and went to lvl 6 as i was going to lvl 5.. i tried my best to hide myself. lol.. he didnt see me~~~~... ANOTHER ORDER NOT SENT... WTF... =.=.... CONCESS SUX.. except andrea~~.. =.=...
stressed ar.. today.. my parent moved my sis's bed.. and wanted to repaint the house coz can sell higher if the house looks new.... they had a FENG SHUI MASTER came and look at the house.. wtf,,, =.=... and my sis say he tok for 15 minutes only.. and they believed everything they say.. now have to move so manythings.. spent so much... wtf sia?... spent even more lor.. and if really have to move.. its to bukit gombak... hais.. i tot can move nearer to town or wat... hai.. sux la.. my life SUX LA... my love life.. trribly messed up.. like im torturing myself lydat.. my family... totally nt a family.. like a fuked up stupid place.. EXAMS COMING.. i dun think i can stay home and study lor.. wtf sia.. i have no body for me to tok to bout this.. hai... 2 more days to BI.. i duno whether i can still carry on living like this.. fuk la.. i nid cigs....
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|3:23 PM|
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
ok.. nth much to say.. but.. found out bout another broken relationship...
humans are pathetic... they just cant help themself.. including myself... the reason very simple.. human have a deep hole.. an endless hole.. you just kip wanting to fill it up .. and its the source of all evil, greed, love, lust, almost everything... untill you really realise wat u nid is just a lid to cover it up.. u will be torturing urself...
truth to say... time during a relationship doesnt means anything.. its just prove tat how long can each other stand each other... get wat i mean?.. x.x.. wat i mean was.. wats meant to be happen WILL happen.. i emphasize on tat yea... its just sooner or lata.. bu yao xiang tai duo.. i dunno how to speak well to pple face to face, on the phone, even on msn.. tats y i have this blog.. i write all my da dao li... lols.. lame yea?.. today long long post~~.. coz i will be too bz for other days.. i guess... hahs... anyway... to Mrs Andr.. if your reading this la... take care of your baby.. lol.. no la.. hmmm... relationship is nth but a chapter in life whr u have the most pages.. even if the chapter ends.. you still have to continue the story.. so.. jia you..
不要想太多 缘分是个很厉害的东西 就随缘吧..
过去的不容易得到 但还是过去了..
要知道未来才是你要掌握和珍惜的..
所以你要努力往前走 不要回头.. 加油哦..
o.o.. dunno how this comes up.. im alwaya able to come up with stupid thingyss... o ya.. one thingi have to declare.. sorry tat i have been pestering.. i guess i have been.. coz if i were u.. i wudnt reply... x.x.. im juz a lonely guy looking for pple tok to... actually prefer gers.. lol.. coz i dun really tok to guys bout stuffs.. x.x. ... the reason.. im CANCER.. =D.. sorry if i have disturbeddd u in anyway.. cheers.. frenz 4eva.. =D....
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|1:57 AM|
Monday, January 22, 2007
i have a very very very bad feeling that something very very very bad is going to happen soon.. dam it... juz dunno what it is... im bleeding from my mouth again.. =.=
kip to myself is the best.. bye///
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|2:48 AM|
Friday, January 19, 2007
watching ichigo 100%.. it looks so familiar.. maybe as it says.. lifes like a show... everyhting is so predictable yet so hard to grasp..
juz like junpei... i still like you and i juz realised its too late... it doesnt matters anymore.. juz hope that you will be able to chat with me once in a while.. or maybe in school to see you once in a while.. or sms each other.. watch anime also can cry.. wat a gay... byes..
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|12:57 AM|
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
are you angry with me?... why are you ignoring me on msn?..
sorry if i said anything wrong to you... =)
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|9:19 PM|
Saturday, January 13, 2007
i dunno wat else to say anymore.. i noe.. im an asshole.. someone who breaks pple heart... im sorry.. i admit everyting was my stupid doings... i dunno what i was doing.. its all my fault..
i intended to not tell you the truth.. but.. i dun like u kip talking about ebby.. its doesnt means anything.. all i wan to be is friends..i have decided to be a monk.. =).. the reason is becoz
Friends doesnt break each others heart.
Friends will always be there when you need them.
Friends are the only one who really understands you and give in to you.
Friends are better then anything else in the world.
And you will never lose a friend unless you are A DUMB ASS... =)
something like this ba.. at least i wun get heartbroken by simple things you do.. coz i noe we are friends only.. juz hoping that this friendship will continue down the road of years... i really wish so~... hmmm.. anyway.. i have to start mugging liao... EndofYear paper coming lio.... bad timing.. i have to change all myfocus to studies right now.. =D.. singlehood is always the best.. =DDD..
peace out..
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|2:31 AM|
Friday, January 12, 2007
T.T.. so sad... i got scolding for posting a boring Post.. T.T...
hmm hmm.. i will post it more interesting that you dont understand.. =x..
hmmmmmmmmmmm..... hmmmm hmmm hmmmmh mmmmm .. lol... nah~.. I am not that lame... hmm.. well well~... gt nothings much to writes coz there isnt much diff in my everyday.. maybe the diff is i realise what i want.. =D.. hmm hmm hmm... and yea~~.. IM SICK.. YEA!!.. so happy.. lols.. have been coughing for 2 weeks non stop.. maybe SARS.. yea?... cool rite?.. lol.s.. . .s..ss.s.s. im getting lamer and lamer.. o ya.. recently kip emoing.. for no reasons...
well.. dunno wat to say.. looking for new templates for YOU... =D
gonesss
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|1:09 AM|
Thursday, January 11, 2007
so long no post le.. x.x... i tot this blog is dead.. and no ones coming back... x.x..
my bad.. i wrote everything in private.. hahas.. well.. i make a short summary of wat happened in the hols... lols... hmm.. i try to rememeber.. i got STM ar... hmmm...
I remember watching 3 movie in a day is really very tiring.. lol.. .x..x.... bout 6 tickets at 1 go.. and watch from 3 to 11+... omgss.. short breaks in between yea~~... the holiday.. cotgf.. Death Note 2.. x.x... fun .. =DD...
hmm.. then rememebred going kIdZ BBQ few days b4 xmas.. had fun too.. i guess.. tho didnt do much but take care of the DRUNK IAN... lols.. vomiting all over.. .... . . ok enuff of tat.. i really nearly vomited myself.. =.=
then coems xmas.. same as always.. alone at home.. always same thing.. sux man!... hai.... then new year.. went to vivo... was intending to go st james.. but freaking hell.. it wrote
Ladies : 19 and Above
Gentlemen: 21 and Above
and we belifed it.. =.=.. fucking lame... its then tat after we went home.. we found out.. it was 18 and above for GENTLEMENSSSSSS... . =.=.. wasted time danlging around lookings at nearly nude gers.. O.O.. =p..
well... went 7-11 and spent money on alcohol.. spilled my drink all over vivo.. x.x im a bad bad boy... x.x. .. then we run all the way to mrt station since last train.. and we got nothing better to do le... so sianzsss...
well welll... i think tats all i have to say for the in between tat this blog have gone MIA.. and during the hols.. back to sching.. SEMESTER TEST and ATTCHMENT!!... poor me... hmm... got PSP can accompany me.. hope i get the hang of using ISO ba.. +D..
ok.. so long so short~~~~
peave out~~~
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|8:02 PM|
