Wednesday, October 04, 2006
today say her.. was with someone else... i think its the 4th time i see her with someone else... hai.. dunno sad or happy.. btu as i said b4.. she happy i shud be too..
aaron told me they was holding hand.. i not sure.. coz i didnt see..
WHY.. WHY!!!.. haiss... why muz aaron see.. not i see?... everything about her is i hear from others.. nothing from her or from me.. why is it always like this.. to think of it.. everything was my fault.. i was there at the wrong time.. i cared at the wrong time.. and fall for her at the wrong time...
i was the third party... i was jus concidience for me to be there when she needs care and concern.. i shud have realise it long ago.. to think back.. now i understand why my handphone can even be turn off during tat holiday.. it wun ring anyway......
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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