Tuesday, October 31, 2006
suddenly got feeling to blog..
i restarted computer coz juz now lag... cant blog... my msn auto sign in de ma.. then i see my msn.. green color.. i was like wtf.???.. i tot i put appear offfline.. muz be my sisters doing... =.=
she talked to me.. =).. as i was about to post bout her.. or probably myself.. i duno why la.. im with bb.. and yet.. i think of the past.. hai.... juz now on phone with bb.. then put down liao.. come online dota.. saw her... then see her msn nick.. then become my old self.. start thinking lots of rubbish... hai hai hai hai hai!!!!!!!
FUCK MY ASS PLEASE.... sian la... stressed... somemore mst coming.. muz study liao.. pek chek la... hai...
k then.. byebye...
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|1:17 AM|
Friday, October 20, 2006
i realised something todday....
i get jeallous and think alot very easily.. but i always kip it to myself and bloggie.. T.T.. dunno why leh... juz little simple thing i also will jealous... T.T...
i dunno wat to say... hmm... as long as everyone's hapy.. i will kip quiet... i always on phone with BB.. feel like its a bad idea.. she always tell me bout her stuffs.. bu guan wo de shi de.... but i listen lor.. sometimes it can be very sian.. sometimes can be very fun... and worse... very jealous...dunno wat to do.... =)...
my first post bout BB..
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|12:24 AM|
Thursday, October 12, 2006
saw her again today...
was in fc2... shes using her laptop... smsing..
dun wan to see her.. dunno why... juz trying to avoid her... since she found her happiness.. i shud cherish mine too... i dunno why i avoided her... maybe coz i dun wanna see her smile?... not as in wan her to be unhappy.. but.. dun wanna see her happy not coz of me.. hai... bull shits!... lol.. i siao liao....
wish everyone happy... haiss.. wish her the best of the best best best best bestbest best best best best best best..... siao la.. =.=... i will bring the ring to my grave.. but.. hope i dun lose it b4 i die... u noe im forgetful...
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|11:28 PM|
Friday, October 06, 2006
. saw her smile again...
from her frenster... =).. i did what i can.. gave her happiness..
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|9:40 AM|
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
today say her.. was with someone else... i think its the 4th time i see her with someone else... hai.. dunno sad or happy.. btu as i said b4.. she happy i shud be too..
aaron told me they was holding hand.. i not sure.. coz i didnt see..
WHY.. WHY!!!.. haiss... why muz aaron see.. not i see?... everything about her is i hear from others.. nothing from her or from me.. why is it always like this.. to think of it.. everything was my fault.. i was there at the wrong time.. i cared at the wrong time.. and fall for her at the wrong time...
i was the third party... i was jus concidience for me to be there when she needs care and concern.. i shud have realise it long ago.. to think back.. now i understand why my handphone can even be turn off during tat holiday.. it wun ring anyway......
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|8:59 PM|
Sunday, October 01, 2006
i lost my phone... sick... drunk... hais..
after work today.. was juz going out to have supper with almost all the cathays.... took cab to newton food center... then got off the cab.. HANDPHONE LOST... =.=.. starting i was nvm.. hand phone nia.. NVM
then we sat down they start ordering food.. and beer.. the beer come my table.. i start drinking and drinking.. =.=.. at a point i nearly cant see anything... my excuse was my flu.. everything is in my phone.. photos.. saved messages.. everything.. tat old phone.. omg.. please.. please let my phone be found... im not going to tear over it.. coz i still reemmber few of the saved sms clearly.. all i can do now is to wait for the blardy COMFORT to call back.. FUCKERS.. I CALLED FOR MOER THAN 2 HOURS!.. CCB...
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|7:21 AM|
