Wednesday, August 23, 2006
well.. today.. ibe dunno will pass or not... sian la...
after ibe... dunno wat to do.. so go eat lunch... shudnt have ... haiss...
but b4 start test... sam sms me ask me go bishan pei her... i very free so i replied ok after my exam...
when having lunch at mac... saw her with someone... and i noe who tat some one is... dunno y... i feel abit unhappy.. i noe... i made myself not to feel anything .. but dunno why.. its like everything others said was true all of a sudden... after tat... no appetite to eat.. but kip suffing myself with fries.. tok tok to yuan a while... then go home... didnt even turn around to see whether the 2 are still there... hai... HAI.... then saw them at the bus stop.. so i suggest to yuan tat we walk to the mrt station... i so feel like smoking again... kill myself in cig.. =.=....
then i decided to give her the present today... i went hoome.. took the present and still with bag.. =.=.... went out to take bus... the journey was long.. and i tot i was lost.. coz i didnt take directly from home to hers b4... only back from hers.. so lydat lor... when i reach her place... i called... i was like.. wtf.. i do wrong thing again.... she was slping... maybe all this meant something.... we aint fated... then she ask me to go her void deck.. but i was already at her door... so i go down lor...
when i see her..... everything was so different.. see her smile.. like all tat pple said was lies.. its been very long since i see her smile.. i gave her the present... and not more then 1 minute... we parted.... i feel like huggin her.. for the last time maybe... but was afraid... dunno of wat... then i juz see her walk away.... i stayed at her void deck for quite a while... walking around... juz walking around.... after tat go home.. tats all..
i tell myself... since shes got someone else le.. i shud be happy for her... coz shes happy i shud be too...
hmmm.. i willl kip myself away from her.. till then...
564 days to 3/10/08....
you were online on 14th, 18th, 20th, and today...
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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