omg... hahs... bout 3 weeks + no blog le... lame rite?.... haiss
no mood to blog... or u call it ... juz dun feel like blogging.. hahas.... lame rite?....
hmm... now 2am... still online crazy rite?.. juz now playing maple... hais... maple maple... cass lvl 18 rogue... bootes lvl 12 rogue... i wan make sin.... first is wan to hack cass.. then 2x chiong bootes.... lol.... but cant find hack.. sian la... hahas.... lydat lor.. =.= .. hmmm nth much to blog about.. holiday coming... exam after tat... stress.... dun feel like working.. but im spending over my budget... IM A POOR GUY... trying to prepare something for someones birthday... i got an idea.. but its impossible.. so now = no idea.. hais... juz save up first lor.... wait for my birthday to get angpao from my grand ma... LOl.. then got more money le...
lame huh?.... no choice.. poor pple like this de.... around 3 more months to go....
thinking bout stuffs all the time... sometimes.. juz listening to some songs.. juz dampens my mood.... dunno why.... i juz think too much... lifes juz tooo stresss full... if only we can juz dissapear....
DEATH MEANS FREEDOM... DEATH AWAITS ME......
juz wanna spent more time with you... we're better this way isnt it?.... at least we wun get hurt and i wun feel so alone anymore...
im an asshole... i noe..
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]* |2:20 AM|
Sunday, May 07, 2006
very long since i updated.. kena scolded by chinnyi for not updating.... hah.. and from yi hao. heard tat jingjing have been reading my blog.. nvr tot she will.. hahs.... glad to hear tat tho but... from yi hao... jingjing says tat i have a depressed blog... since no one have ever seen me sad in real... blog is the only place i can be sad... ahhahaha.... i dun wan to write anymore depressed things either but.. its seems so hard....
juz watched shang ban nu lang?.. tat one luo zhi xiang and cai yi ling de.... replayed on channel u 1 am to 2 am?(7/5)... i dunno why.. i imagined it as wats about to happened to me... i imagined tat she broke up with me when she realise i love you more then i like her.... if it really happens... i wun forgive myself... hais... again writing depressed stuffs.... i will stop here then...
tears are salty... tonite i cried again.. (7/5)
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]* |2:02 AM|
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Francis
Whats a man without love?.
Whats a man without the strength to protect the one he loves?
My life which Ive give up on.
I'm fighting back.
