Wednesday, April 19, 2006
hai.. sian la.. no one noes me.. sometimes i feel so alone.. god dam it... hais..
maybe its best tat u forget bout me ba... i dun expect much from u every since i dissapointed u... maybe... its becoz i noe u dun have feelings for me... maybe not like b4... its like... during the holidays.. not even a single day u look for me.. its like i dun even exist to u.... so i think u have forgotten bout me.. completely.. so i decided to msg u.. telling u we will be frens... but least expected.. u msg me telling me u miss me and want to be with me...
its seems so unreal lor... wat u wan me to believe?.... its like u had all ur fun and everything.. when sch reopen then u decided to look for me... then if the nex holiday comes again?... you will throw me to one side and let me wait for u again?.... wat eva the case.. if u wan to forget me.. then forget... but dun return me the presents i gave to you... its for u and it will still be meant for you... all tat i have said.. remain as it is.. u dun believe me.. nth i can do... and i haven even said a single 'i love you' to any other ger except my ex and you... hais... suan le.... i will take it as a dream which started nice... ended horrificly wrong with all the pain and heartbreak in between...
shes noes about you... i told her everything bout u.... she noes i have feelings for you... but yet she still trust me... and accepted me... there is nth else i can ask for from her... i hope u understand what she had done for me... =).... hope to be friends with u.. so long~....
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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