Sunday, April 23, 2006
i have nothing much to say now... im left a heartless soul....
i just wan u to have the ring... wear it like u always did... i am too.... i hope u will kip it... and take good care of sugar.. and most importantly i hope u understand why...
i am sorry....
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|3:20 AM|
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
hai.. sian la.. no one noes me.. sometimes i feel so alone.. god dam it... hais..
maybe its best tat u forget bout me ba... i dun expect much from u every since i dissapointed u... maybe... its becoz i noe u dun have feelings for me... maybe not like b4... its like... during the holidays.. not even a single day u look for me.. its like i dun even exist to u.... so i think u have forgotten bout me.. completely.. so i decided to msg u.. telling u we will be frens... but least expected.. u msg me telling me u miss me and want to be with me...
its seems so unreal lor... wat u wan me to believe?.... its like u had all ur fun and everything.. when sch reopen then u decided to look for me... then if the nex holiday comes again?... you will throw me to one side and let me wait for u again?.... wat eva the case.. if u wan to forget me.. then forget... but dun return me the presents i gave to you... its for u and it will still be meant for you... all tat i have said.. remain as it is.. u dun believe me.. nth i can do... and i haven even said a single 'i love you' to any other ger except my ex and you... hais... suan le.... i will take it as a dream which started nice... ended horrificly wrong with all the pain and heartbreak in between...
shes noes about you... i told her everything bout u.... she noes i have feelings for you... but yet she still trust me... and accepted me... there is nth else i can ask for from her... i hope u understand what she had done for me... =).... hope to be friends with u.. so long~....
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|4:23 PM|
Monday, April 17, 2006
i so hate myself right now....
hais... i dunno wat to do... dunno wat to say... duno everything....
you letting go so easily... i tot u no longer have feelings for me... she had been carign about me... always there when i needed someone... im really touched.... so i decided to be with her... i wan to be with someone who cares about me.... and also to forget u.... when we got together... the nex day u msg me.. telling me u miss me.... i dunno wat to do.. tats y i didnt reply u.... so now i decided... i dun wan to hurt anyone... i dun wan anything to happen to the one i care about...
for now... we will be fren.. juz like u wanted... i hope u will take me as a real fren... not someone to look for when u are free bored or got nothing better to do.... we will start all over as fren.... take things slowly.... and alll tat i have said to you b4... its true and will stay true.... hai... i hope u will understand... i hope the 2 of u will understand.... =)....
hais....
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|8:08 PM|
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
your feelings for me are no longer there...
i can see it.. i can feel it.... have you ever ask yourself.. do you still love me?... becoz i do... i ask myself everyday.. and my ans is yes... and it will still be yes.... what i decided to do.. took me a very long time to decide... its not easy for me at all... but it seems like.. im not the one to bring happiness to you.. your important friends are... not me... you nid them more then u nid me...
to see you letting go so easily.... its feels like hell... all i wish to hear from you was that you wud say something to stop me... but u didnt... u didnt... im really dissapointed... like wat ur msn nick used to be... im feeling the pain of a sinking heart.... anchored at the very bottom of the ocean.. still waiting for you to pull it up... i think wednesday 05/04/2006.. its the last time i cry myself to bed for you...
I Love You...
that thing you do..
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*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|9:26 AM|
hai... why am i so weak...
im like a fucking sissy ger crying over spilled milk... =.=....
hai.. suan liao ba... you dun noe me at all... and as i have said.. u will never noe... all i have to say.. i had been happy today.... i have been waiting for tis day to come you noe tat?... do u even remember saying wanna play 1 on 1 with me when u have dota at home?.. i waited for very long till u ask me... and to see you coming over to cathay.. but didnt utter even a single word to me... im contented....
you noe nothing at all.... im really heart break that you said im petty... you shud be the one who noes me best.. im hate pple who gets angry over a stupid fucking game.... DotA was the game that brot us together... and now.. i hope its not the one that brot us apart... i quited coz i cant stand the game anymore.. have u seen such a lame game b4?... if we both keep suiciding... then wat for we play?.... we are suppose to kill roshan together.... remember???... TOGETHER.... hais... suan le.. i belif u dun remember anything.. not even us.. or me... or anything we had done together... i juz hope u will take good care of Sugar...
bye.. and good luck with your everything...
i know what i should do.... which i should have long ago....
Good Bye
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|3:35 AM|
Sunday, April 02, 2006
to see you so happy now...
i realise.. i am the fault to all ur sadness and angryss before....
the one to leave is not u... its me... i shud have left long ago... long ago when u said i am the root to all ur stresses.... im sorry... and i have decided wat to do....
as long as your happy....
loner-forevers
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|3:40 AM|
